hello my old friend. the (very long very expensive) phonecall was (((: well i'm not happy about the situations we are in, but happy that you called me. or rather got me to phone you. hurhur. role reversal was fun (smirks), but kinda put me off balance. so GET HAPPY ALRIGHT! the whiner and emo role is MINEEEE so stick to yours. hrmmphs. haha. i'll be back soon (: so we can both whine and bitch then. i heart you old friend!

this is going to be one very very long post. alot of things rolling through my mind these few days. so i just have this need to put it down somewhere. before i forget. haha, i'm using my blog to keep track of my days and events, that one day i'll look back upon.

talking to the old friend yesterday, got me thinking alot. seeing as how i spent the whole night attempting to write my ils essay - i had alot of time to think. hahaha. but at least i finished my ils :D so now i'm attempting to start my xmas essays. grins. i'm such a mugger toad. mehehe.

my fingers are swollen. they're even fatter and stumpier than normal. brilliant.

i miss screw so badly ):

talking to the old friend about how some in singapore, feel so removed from the lives of those overseas, and how we overseas seem to be continuously moving ahead with our lives here, and leaving them behind. but its quite the same feeling for me here. when i read the entries of my friends' blogs who are in spore or us, i feel like they're moving on from what we shared in the past as well. and i sometimes do worry that when i go back to spore, we'd have moved so far apart from each other that we no longer are able to relate towards each other. if that happens one day, then there'd be nothing to pull me back to spore anymore. its the people who make me want to go back. no matter how much i enjoy myself here, and love it here. its the people back home that makes this part of me permanently aching to go home.

but i can't fault my friends for moving on. i have no right, or the ability to expect them to put their lives on pause, so that i can go back to what we had before i left. because i am moving on (albeit bit by bit) here. and i am growing and changing as a person. so its just me learning to accept changes back home, and learning how to assimilate to major changes on both sides of my world. london and singapore.

sighs. i skipped public law lecture again -.- i'm horrid. SHIT i need to really catch up on public law and turn up for public law lectures. damnit. i hate public law, but according to cheryl, one lecture costs an average of 40 bloody pounds. so i better turn up -.- SHIT I'M VERY POOR. roars! not cos of classes -.- but cos of shopping. grumbles. but i'm in a happy xmas mood alr so i don't feel particularly keen about studying or sch. ahaha.

i hope my wish finally comes through for xmas.

even though i keep whining about wanting to go home. i'll miss my friends here so much )): its really different staying in a dorm in a foreign country as opposed to going to sch from home everyday. its like we (in e dorm) are each other's family. anything big or small is shared and spent with them (: its like i can spend up to 10/12 hours with angela a day. haha. so its going to be a month without all of them 0_o interesting.

i'm really quite proud of myself (: haha. everyone always says i'm such a spoilt brat, but i've cooked for myself (and for ppl), washed all my own clothes, cleaned my room, studied and more in the past few months. hahaha. so yay for me (: i really feel the last 2 months have had such a huge impact on me. i think my perspective towards life has changed alot. i'm all about living in the moment now. haha. i think london has given me wayyy more guts if anything. i've stopped considering what ifs what ifs. and just do stuff. heh.

this has been one very long entry :p verbal diarrhoea i tell you. last bit (: doubt i'll have much time to blog more this week. angela's leaving on weds, so tmr is all angela day. kal's coming tmr night, so its alot of time with kal and e lse ppl before i leave..

haven't done one of these in awhile.

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU: wj, miss seow, wan (only nee calls me this -.-)

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE: 28oct, 24dec, xxjune

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES: went to the post office, shopping, ate a hummingbird cafe cupcake

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BOOKS: shopaholic, marie antoinette, vogue (ahahaha)

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY: screw, interdependent, mel (:

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AS OF NOW: blind - lifehouse, hanging by the moment - lifehouse, ai de jiu shi ni - wang lee hom

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: hands, eyes, height

THREE PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST: kelvin, valerie, alton

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE: my wish, shoes, holga

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES: dancing, cooking, shopping

THREE PLACES YOU WANNA GO FOR HOLIDAY: italy, korea, japan

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE CARTOON CHARACTERS: winx, hawk girl, rogue

THREE GIRLS'/BOYS' NAMES: connor, caitlin, chloe

THREE MALLS THAT YOU USUALLY GO TO: harrods, topshop, selfridges

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE FASTFOODS: mos, subway, pret

THREE SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED: rgs ((((: rjc, lse

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS: b52, champagne, diet coke

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG: camera, lipgloss, hp

THREE PERFUMES/COLOGNES: stella mccartney stella, gucci eau de parfum II, bond no 5 chinatown

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: black, pink, yellow

THREE EVENTS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO: going home, anwar's comm ball, christmas (: